# 20081103

This stuff probably shouldn't be posted out here..

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I have no interest in living. As of this moment, I have no aspirations or goals. No interest. My friends and family are the only thing left, I guess. I don't want to hurt them and I don't want to lose them.

It's all so fricking textbook. And all of this can be changed with a pill.

I *hate* that.

*you're killing me, killing me*