# 20250630 > Aaron:\ > 👋 I (re-)learned about entropy and chemical bonds yesterday. Entropy-based elasticity in rubber, like rubber bands, might be some nice evidence for your theories related to probability fields. > > Isaac:\ > ooooooo\\ > > thank you for this :D *** I feel like I'm getting caught up to myself. :) Like the distance between the leading edge of my thought and the trailing edge of my form is reducing, like a rubber band recovering its preferred level of entropy. I'm starting to feel more integrated again. Abe and Brad agreed, yesterday, to create space between. *Fascinating* proposition. To mutually back away without losing each other's coordinates, to occupy each other's middle distance. It's actually such a sophisticated move. Feels like a privilege to have been in the room (per Abe's request) for that phone call. (Brad, if you're reading this, huge respect for you and your process of mind.) I noticed what looked like a loop in conversation, early on in that call, which led to an observation about how the vibe, when thriving, had included me in it — possibly as a loop-breaker? That *is* a thing that I do. But: critical for me to not find myself mandatory for the evolution of any process I observe. I manually readjusted my thinking, pulling myself out of the dependency list for the evolution of Brad-Abe. Unknowable if this had direct external effect, but it changed the way I showed up alongside Abe throughout the call (texting him notes, holding him close, etc etc). I handled my self ("my self", not "myself") in a way I'm satisfied about, looking back. --- # Agent Instructions: Querying This Documentation If you need additional information that is not directly available in this page, you can query the documentation dynamically by asking a question. Perform an HTTP GET request on the current page URL with the `ask` query parameter: ``` GET https://www.isaacbowen.com/2025/06/30.md?ask= ``` The question should be specific, self-contained, and written in natural language. The response will contain a direct answer to the question and relevant excerpts and sources from the documentation. Use this mechanism when the answer is not explicitly present in the current page, you need clarification or additional context, or you want to retrieve related documentation sections.