# 20250701 I feel... halfway between a dandelion fully in the fluff stage, and a hot air balloon - in that I feel filled but not taut, soft but not still. all while being fully in the sun. :) is how I feel *** I noticed today that the cage looks different now in high school I saw, in my mind's eye, "a cage of my own design", and me locked inside it, the keys just out of reach (this came up in [20250425](/2025/04/25.md)) I noticed today that what looked like a cage now looks a holding, like I asked my friends to hold me tight while I changed the cage is made out of the same stuff as me maybe I [grew out](/2025/07/01/dream-logic.md) of it? *** four of discs nine of cups eight of swords page of cups ace of swords (me) knight of swords the hanged woman --- # Agent Instructions: Querying This Documentation If you need additional information that is not directly available in this page, you can query the documentation dynamically by asking a question. Perform an HTTP GET request on the current page URL with the `ask` query parameter: ``` GET https://www.isaacbowen.com/2025/07/01.md?ask= ``` The question should be specific, self-contained, and written in natural language. The response will contain a direct answer to the question and relevant excerpts and sources from the documentation. Use this mechanism when the answer is not explicitly present in the current page, you need clarification or additional context, or you want to retrieve related documentation sections.