> For the complete documentation index, see [llms.txt](https://www.isaacbowen.com/llms.txt). Markdown versions of documentation pages are available by appending `.md` to page URLs; this page is available as [Markdown](https://www.isaacbowen.com/2025/07/01.md). # 20250701 I feel... halfway between a dandelion fully in the fluff stage, and a hot air balloon - in that I feel filled but not taut, soft but not still. all while being fully in the sun. :) is how I feel *** I noticed today that the cage looks different now in high school I saw, in my mind's eye, "a cage of my own design", and me locked inside it, the keys just out of reach (this came up in [20250425](/2025/04/25.md)) I noticed today that what looked like a cage now looks a holding, like I asked my friends to hold me tight while I changed the cage is made out of the same stuff as me maybe I [grew out](/2025/07/01/dream-logic.md) of it? *** four of discs nine of cups eight of swords page of cups ace of swords (me) knight of swords the hanged woman --- # Agent Instructions This documentation is published with GitBook. GitBook is the documentation platform designed so that both humans and AI agents can read, navigate, and reason over technical content effectively. Learn more at gitbook.com. ## Querying This Documentation If you need additional information that is not directly available in this page, you can query the documentation dynamically by asking a question. Perform an HTTP GET request on the current page URL with the `ask` query parameter, and the optional `goal` query parameter: ``` GET https://www.isaacbowen.com/2025/07/01.md?ask=&goal= ``` `ask` is the immediate question: it should be specific, self-contained, and written in natural language. `goal` is optional and describes the broader end goal you are ultimately trying to accomplish on behalf of the user. GitBook uses it to tailor the answer towards what is most useful for that goal. The response will contain a direct answer to the question and relevant excerpts and sources from the documentation. Use this mechanism when the answer is not explicitly present in the current page, you need clarification or additional context, or you want to retrieve related documentation sections.