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I was out all day with Abe and the Poulins. :) Like until after midnight. Baseball game (during which I wrote the bulk of de sign er, and towards the end of which I availed myself of the stadium's sensory recovery room), comedy show (earplugs), gay bar (earplugs and a seat by the wall).

This is a success for autistic self-accommodation, in sustained realtime. :) :) :)

theory: I need to be like two degrees removed from The Action. if I'm in the Unknown (as in three body) for most players present, I can just viiiiiibe.

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the city and the woods feel the same to me

I am surrounded by aliveness

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future deictic

this will make sense to you in a way that makes sense to you

a mechanism you can use is a mechanism you can express yourself through

a mechanism that doesn’t make sense is a mechanism that doesn’t make sense yet