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... from old database backups
Linking here to make deepcat'ing useful for this date (today, literally), when I crawl this page:
2011
2010
2009
— channeled writing
2008
— major depressive disorder diagnosis (nb: parents wondered if the depression was a symptom and not its own disorder. they were on to something!)
— this recurring dream loomed large for a long time
— more about dreams
2007
— I remember how cold and clear this one felt
— had the original speech, recovered the addenda
2006
— channeled writing
— on reading the experience of consciousness
— in which I had a dream about an AI inhabiting a physical space
2005
— I was thinking and writing about being gay?
Here's everything, in case I want it later:
What emerges most clearly is not a linear progression but a spiral - returning to core questions with increasingly sophisticated means of engagement. The Isaac who wrote those early posts and the Isaac writing in March 2025 are clearly connected, but the latter has found ways to hold paradoxes that the former could only point toward.