The symmetry is nice. :) And while all the scores are what they are, the *lean* of the entire hexagram *upward*, in the direction of Brand at the expense of Stability, feels very Isaac.
> [At the stage of transcendence](https://www.isaacbowen.com/profile/gene-keys/star-pearl), all tools, systems and even language itself lose their meaning. A fully coherent life is a deeply simple and humble life.
It's comforting to read this. I've been looking for company. Or... recognition, maybe. I've been waiting to find myself recognizable, discernible. ████ named my experience as future-human-stuff, two weeks ago, and ████ met all of it with ["delight"](https://www.isaacbowen.com/2025/01/21). ████ saw a tree bearing all fruits, and me walking up to it.
The loss of meaning has been hard — hard without being dissonant. I don't know if I knew that was a thing, but it is the kind of difficulty I've been aiming for: where the only parts that are difficult are the parts that are *intrinsically* and *usefully* difficult, and not merely difficult due to imbalance (i.e. dissonance).
I have no evidence that I am not okay.
Floating isn't something that is learned, I don't think. *Acclimation* appears to be a thing, though. My body is deeply comfortable in these zones. It's only my mind that is needing the time and space to acclimate. I am not my mind — I don't know *what* I am — but I have no evidence that any intervention is needed. Or... wanted?
But again, *company* is nice.
*It was at this moment that Abe played the following video on his phone, next to me here in bed this morning:*
"There's one person who can remind you of how amazing you are, any day of the year."
"Who?"
"You!"
— [Guncle Abe](https://www.youtube.com/shorts/HhDNJo-2bIE)
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