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EIH modeling is getting into what I'll call "lucky" territory, in the way that the foam house has been talking about luck, i.e. the consequences of putting shapes together are starting to have upstream side-effects that create downstream benefits

this is something I want to be able to talk about formally

I seem to have direct sight for luck-as-terrain - as in I can sight-read the terrain, can see what's there and read it correctly without having to perform calculations, and what I read synchronously is consistently found valid by async calculation later

this is something I want to be able to generalize formally


a note to my therapist

Happy happy to do an individual session.

Something we might look at, and I'm naming it here as much for my own reference as for anyone's: I'm specifically interested in y'all's professional cross-examination through our combined blindspot - inviting you and ████ (Abe's therapist) to co-navigate using Abe and me as a vehicle, just to explore that invisible-to-us terrain. Or (switching metaphors) like the two of you using your stereo vision for depth-perception, seeing how far y'all can see together through our combined blindspot.

As I'm reviewing the above, getting ready to send this, I'm looking for something that I can move on now, during this turn - and I notice that individual sessions are of course mine to book.

I moved to book a session, and immediately noticed that I don't do this anymore! Calendaring, I mean - it's a thing I've chosen to put aside for my health. Someone getting on my calendar has to get on Abe's calendar, and Abe brings me with him. It's a wonderful aspect of my life these days.

So: I think I'm out of moves, for this email? I shall now hit Send. :)


a note to my husband lol

sporse are not good for me bc people get escited at unespected times


a note too

a move toward fewer merges by coordinating causality among the willing

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