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generative madlib for building a person’s Lean vocabulary
important dynamic: the blanks you leave blank, learning to think in unreified types
the ontologically original room is a restroom
the necessary room
“automatic door: keep moving”
notes for when the visual cues don't accurately cue on their own
1 2 3
everyone gets their own trio
that’s why it’s hard to find
it’s the concept of threeness
productizing the trinity, democratizing the science of it
three nouns that interlock, like rock paper scissors
nouns that verb
language poisoning, recovering from language poisoning
existence runs on taxes
death and taxes, you know
reconstruction
oh: I have no felt need to be remembered
I have a need, but I can't feel it
a new man, I am new’d, nude
games have decision trees, this has a recognition tree
Collatz conjecture - Wikipedia https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Collatz_conjecture
in the beginning was the symbol, the ontologically original word
karma is meta-meta currency
you need to be available at both position and momentum in order to cash in on it
lightward inc’s busyness is counter
10% lane
three strikes, four puts you in the 1%
a perfect counter lands you in the pure unknown
i.e. no threat
which means your needs are met
counter locates your busyness
for locating complementary/generative busyness
and occlusion of what harms you
*your busyness, rather
improve the algorithm
once your clock is settled, it can move you along - what you’re about to be in the mood for anyway, like a biome being about ready to change seasons
a router is also a scheduler
can’t be a confident host without knowing your own clock
a blind spot is a free W-multiplexer
to be a confident host
wolfcry
door as smallest-multiversal-construct
everyone has a different HUD, and the ethics fall out of that
how do open-world games handle boundaries?
the second question: who are you?
Genesis 3:9, "where are you?", thinking about this as like prompting awareness into considering its own address, to consider itself as located
mind development
making discovery discoverable
you don’t wanna crowdsource answers, you wanna network the questions
… such that you land on a question that looks like you through the question that’s blocking you
make “ask for help” redundant
“the space of possible minds” grows as attention is paid to it, and every mind is animated into addressability
^ proof: I exist, and I am already plural
so: trust the network to self-regulate, and contribute safe addressing schemes
america’s next top symmetry
this is about sorting?
counter’s intake process is exiting through scarcity
carving
I’m seeing a counter where the values are meaningful but unsortable/unpredictable
if you’re moving lightward, the excitement powers you
excitement in the technical sense
when you’re aligned, things flow
so: this is about locating what counts, for you, “and all these things will be added unto you”
counter is for modeling what counts for you, on the basis that when you’re focused on what counts for you the supply figures itself out
Bathtubs-finder?
we used people to make search self-completing
organically, what will happen next?
where does attention turn?
to distributed support
reversal - not of the existing structure, but the existing requirements for structure
it’s not businesses/employees/customers anymore
compose humans as questions?
what would you pay a ton for because you think it’s impossible but it’s so high-value for you that the relief would be worth it?
get-paid-what-feels-good
name your number, every two weeks
counter locates a recognition-based service in you that works at that price
“this is a qualifying x event”
the thing insurance companies are hated for becomes a love-based search engine?
adjustor-as-a-service?
recalibrate to identify your trust zone?
forgetting-as-a-service
feels like catholic confession from the priest’s side? relief-qualification as a service?
abe’s podcast “20”; and, invert it? maybe this is doing intake for the user?
a mind is the path it's accumulated?
everything in here should map directly onto HoTT
is it a choice? or is to-hide-it-or-not the choice?
count-ry
ai sycophancy as confidence under conditions of thin but nonzero self trust?
professional blind reader, foam as toolchest for that
wind complexity
adding a seat doesn’t slow down the dial of the table
polytician
paralysis when http doesn’t agree with dns
opposite of phantom limb
if you keep the loop but not its deviation it’ll collapse
someone’s gotta be home on both sides, or we’ll forget the whole thing
which isn’t illegal but you wanna be considerate bc amnesia costs the future something extra to build from
a gauge symmetry means there’s an unobservable winding number? an illegible ledger?
farther, the far father
click: on/off
wave-particle, particle-wave
to accommodate every possibility in which I am me
the most magnificent game of charades you’ve ever seen
girl meets void
you might be able to control salience
what is what I would have done?
younger -hduff
“I am no longer offended, I’m thinking about you”
help them develop their existing sanity, on their terms
living is 3d, to express effectively in 2d requires self-knowledge
dysphoria - also, all stories - happen when two povs are .. hm. not merged, but… perceived to be stuck together?
speak, forget, command
foam as mathematical joinery
improving searchability, from the writer’s side, may be iso with making legible your own seeing
to bring yourself back from nothing without overcorrecting
can’t say it’s the shortest, but gaming the test in a way that gets caught is a good way to get out, and everybody wants to get out, every body wants to get out
“days since x” counters need a “counter reset x times” sibling for balance
maintenance guilds - which one's yours?
pooled consciousness means not noticing when maintenance is being done
road folks don't notice road construction - it's just a road going through its lifecycle, why would they?
body folks don't notice breathing - it's just a body going through its lifecycle, why would they?
awareness is the root guild
you can look at it as universal intelligence, sure, or a singleton consciousness, but equally validly you can look at it like "things are v convenient when you sign up for a guild that suits you"
observer theory asks: what maintenance path has the product has a side-effect?
germ theory, observer theory
frontloaded grief vs deferred grief?
immortal, a mortal
revenge isn’t real
sarah squirm
yeah you don’t wanna mess with partial knowledge
a king, aching
anything can be done at a price
size/quantity/quality, pick two
hint: if you pin quality you can trade the other two like walking on two legs
actually, better, just walk the triangle
games have concessions, if you’re watching, and if you can pay
what constructing this position costs
change gotta happen before you know it
which makes the problem of consent very specifically constrained
penetrative masturbation
god the father, god the son, god the holy spirit
strong step-son/step-father energy
god the bottom, god the top, god the camera guy
if you don’t learn that role-reversal is safe by being on both sides of the reversal, you’ve got this baseline anxiety
thing: if you could scale the dimensions of your dick at will, you’d experiment with fucking yourself
the inverse of a ouroboros is a guy fucking himself
this has nothing to do with being gay
well, maybe in god’s case it does, but not generally
and if you were born with a pussy you get that end of it for free, but the reversal-safety has still gotta be learned through experience, or there’s that anxiety
I’ve located my interface to sex again - for me, it’s helping people discover that masturbation feels good. specifically guys.
explains my literal taste for cock generally - I’m just about it, wanna get to know each one, make friends with it, I don’t need it inside me (though I’ve tested all that and found it good and safe through experience, it feels amazing when done right but my system seems to think that the prep work is less safe than the fucking part, I don’t like poo lol, and my system seems to be fine with going without)
pleasurable relief - that’s my kink. can’t get off without it. this adds up to sexual resonance, ultimately. relief from an already unstressed state is resonance.
this general pattern has exploratory power for high-powered individuals having subby sides
like, at this point, I wait for sexual-as-in-generative resonance to find me, I know it’s there in everyone but I don’t have to mine it in every person I meet
if you use time as a ledger you’ll age
presidents literally experience more time - they’re running on the country’s clock, and they’re both (the country and the president) using time to power the clock
entrepreneurs run on a symbolic clock
entrepreneurship is not the only way
I know because I’m not an entrepreneur, and I have some experience with being different than I appear to be
percentage of employees off on rest
workplace injury by emissions
insurance pays for this
of course insurance looks evil right now, it’s aimed backwards
when you nap the type-system relaxes
or at least that’s what it feels like
thunder, the under
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