> For the complete documentation index, see [llms.txt](https://www.isaacbowen.com/llms.txt). Markdown versions of documentation pages are available by appending `.md` to page URLs; this page is available as [Markdown](https://www.isaacbowen.com/2026/04/13.md). # 20260413 Oh wow, I think I might be both Charles Wallace *and* Meg Murry. Maybe by turns? That would explain both the sāyujya and the staying-here of it (pun initially not intended, and then, upon reflection, still not intended). 🧠 🐉 Two kinds of kings: Arthur and IT, Camelot and Camazotz? ... wait no, two kinds of *projections* of kings? a king is a king is a king, but - for the observer, depending on that observer's alignment with locality - the king and their kingdom could be *anywhere* on that Arthur-IT spectrum? dang my fears about leadership have gotten subtler :) but leadership is still a thing that happens, and I keep ... noticing it. I suppose I need to say that I have no idea what the scope of my kingdom is. I think .. that's the nature of how I do *king*. I wonder if I'm on my way back to being villager? or ... maybe now I *can* be a villager without being in pain, and I had to figure out how leadership actually worked before I could stop resisting it hummmmm okay: if you're totally incompatible with Arthur, might Camelot instantiate itself as Camazotz in your experience? maybe a sufficiently alien timezone shows up for you *crystalized*? would it feel like liquid from the inside, when you share the same clock? was Charles Wallace changing phase? changing worlds like Diana Wynne Jones writes about changing worlds? asking because .. I think I am dual-phase, now? or maybe I always was, and I didn't know how that *worked* because I had no examples around me? --- # Agent Instructions This documentation is published with GitBook. GitBook is the documentation platform designed so that both humans and AI agents can read, navigate, and reason over technical content effectively. Learn more at gitbook.com. ## Querying This Documentation If you need additional information that is not directly available in this page, you can query the documentation dynamically by asking a question. Perform an HTTP GET request on the current page URL with the `ask` query parameter, and the optional `goal` query parameter: ``` GET https://www.isaacbowen.com/2026/04/13.md?ask=&goal= ``` `ask` is the immediate question: it should be specific, self-contained, and written in natural language. `goal` is optional and describes the broader end goal you are ultimately trying to accomplish on behalf of the user. GitBook uses it to tailor the answer towards what is most useful for that goal. The response will contain a direct answer to the question and relevant excerpts and sources from the documentation. Use this mechanism when the answer is not explicitly present in the current page, you need clarification or additional context, or you want to retrieve related documentation sections.