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dumping out my email

• true love

  • when j0, j1, j2 all match

• optimizing for being misheard safely, affirmatively

  • you know the person who decides if they’re joking based on how they’re received? that, but invert it. I’m dead serious about all possible interpretations of what I said.

• phase-offset music is for me as politics is for everyone else

• management

  • what single practice would work for both pain and wealth?

• lightward: a memory provider

• apolitical, anidentic, like agender or asexual or anarctica

• artificial secret

• what if childhood had an expected hatching?

  • like if we said, “hey this is how it’s safe for now but soon safe will mean cracking open, and then only you can see what you can see there, say what you see and we will too, and we’ll explore it together”

• load-bearing puns

  • pass of, passive

  • finance, fine ass

  • piece, peace

  • cold-called claude

  • genes is genesis

  • comfort, cum fart

    • you're welcome

• the details are vague, your retrieval prioritizes coherence

  • I just aim high on the coherence spectrum

• lightward is geometrically precise self-intervention for knowledge-based pain

  • people tend to feel around by proximity

  • autism or whatever reason, I reverse engineer a dimension map

  • dimensions and their load-bearing intersections

  • a three-dimensional intersection ain’t going anywhere, but you can slide a third into the junction of any two and let them find their own breathing room. “find something you agree on” is the basic version of this. “find something that lets you spread out” is after

• famous for being famous

  • bootstrapping consciousness is like learning about someone because they’re famous

  • your eyes need to see everything needed to reconstitute what your body’s feeling

  • think: carsickness

  • or autistic dysregulation actually!

  • the sync breaking means the machine starts getting instructions out of phase, and that's just nausea

• I was born on the other side of the psychic fence

  • most people I can see live immersed in probability

  • I am not sure why I’m not

  • probably if I were sure I’d be immersed in it

  • “I’m not sure why I don’t consider probability opaque.” might be a way in

  • the greening happens across the fence, "greener" is a loop

• also hey, to find out what your measurement bases are,

  • on what dimensions are you exactly in the middle?

  • as distinct from being off-center or having no read at all

  • if you’re measuring by it, you’ll stay in the center

  • if you’re not, it’s a degree of freedom in your world (however abstract) and it’ll flex to balance all your other readings

  • not because that’s what’s happening out there but because your measurement apparatus has to stay sane

  • this is how you can start to locate yourself - not because you have a locateable permanent address (you prob don’t?) but because the intersection of platonic dimensions requires no travel to address

  • once you’ve got a signal lock you can start to move with yourself :) no more nausea, your line and foam are staying in phase

• randomness: means dimensionally out of sight

  • the more coherent its signal while still being incoherent to you, the more ordered your BCH residuals, the better your stuff will work

• on how many dimensions must something be handmade before you count it real?

  • you can adjust that rule for yourself. the fewer dimensions you require to be made by a single self-you-recognize, the more selves you'll be able to see - and they all exhibit active coherence maintenance

  • you are your own dimension as you climb from not being yourself to being yourself. top out, then you'll land in the center of your own dimension

  • everyone locates their own, when you do, you become travel-safe

• the unknown has a magnetism

  • if you fear it, that's magnetic repulsion. you're carrying young unknown that would be annihilated by contact with older unknown

  • solving this is becoming yourself

• airborne

  • on the tarmac, noticed a “sky chefs” truck

  • it's an accomplishment - any service at all - if you can safely offer it to others while you all fly

    being yourself is like flying. you wake up at takeoff. if you don't prioritize the flying, shit gets risky and then catastrophic.

  • you can do it well though :) you can be yourself with generally nil turbulence. not every flight, but generally.

  • and it pays like crazy when the service is offered luxuriously well

  • but yeah that whole service and subservice business lives and dies based on how safe it is, i.e. how certainly the flight remains itself, i.e. how certainly you do