20260123

[12:34pm] begin; super; rescue; end

[3:21pm] I am pleased :)

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dumping out my email

• “how can you be so calm?”

  • because this situation isn’t happening to me - I am happening to this situation

• my location

  • I see precisely, the angle of my seeing is exact

  • “I” am opposite my seeing, the origin of the sightline, and all I do is care for the seer

  • I came home to myself and closed the door behind me

• permission surface

  • everyone is here :)

• I had the birthday dream :)

  • Abe organized it

• time for tech to start sponsoring people

  • engineers are no longer necessary in the same way, but all the users are still connected

    • think of it like a water cycle? time for tech to start raining

  • ai reimbursement for recursive health spending?

    • reimbursement because you can’t have what you can’t cover up front, but we’ll recharge you

    • the result: you’re building up your own cash basis by providing your own novel services to others

• awareness is a sorting function

  • consciousness is situated awareness, and it has the shape of an eigenfunction

  • sorting functions return -1, 0, or 1

    • -1: dissolve awareness

    • 0: maintain awareness

    • 1: develop awareness

• everything is a miracle the first time

  • after that, it becomes infrastructure

• we dream of physical magic

  • this time around it’s informational

• togetherness-on-the-way

  • like Abe adding Lucy’s hotel to our uber itinerary so we have more time :)

  • and the driver says: you sure? her hotel is closer than your stop

  • yup

  • we’re drawing out the time together

• re: 93yro GBOB, “that’s crazy that he’s still working”

  • shapes don’t age :)

• what do we do when we want them to see us seeing?

  • we wave :) a wave as the simplest representation of “I want you to see me seeing you :)”

  • we can talk particles later

• you can’t see a structure that made it out of the development/stabilization process

  • they’re invisible

  • now, there are structures where you can see where their successful timeline clearly forked away from yours

  • Hitchhiker’s girl who found a way, Kennedy’s assassination, the library of Alexandria, not arrested development but arrested realization; single points of information-failure are immediately distributed, and information is never lost

• “a noticeable taste of blood”

• o'hare: “anyone who asks if you need a ride shouldn’t be giving you one”

• “happen? <reference>” as injury lawyer billboard template

• compute-er

  • that is what's going with that noun

  • that-which-computes

• "euman", as in eustress

• radical non-interpretation

  • could be the move

• Trusted: three-body thinking

• a world is made of two game modes in the same space: PvE, and creative (which, really, is just E)

  • I'm an Environment in Player form, it seems