throughput evolution wtf

any surface-as-a-service that I expose to the unknown (see: wellll) I balance for approximately this interaction pattern:

• 90% throughput - the exchange happens without me

  • self-service on their end; passive service on my end

  • this is the path of throughput efficiency

• 9% evolution - the exchange happens with me

  • disclosure on their end; active discovery on my end

  • this is the path of evolution

    • either I can help by creating a self-service path, broadening the throughput-optimized channel,

    • or I cannot help

• 1% wtf - something strange happens, and it requires me to fully (though temporarily) inhabit this event's frame. "wtf" is an investigation, a rescoping. which means the ratio re-applies:

  • 90% throughput - the strange event passes without me interfering

    • we get to the other side and move on

  • 9% evolution - the strange event and I engage

    • we get to the other side, but with dancing shoes on

  • 1% wtf - we consider our choice of scope again

    • at some point in the recursion, the shape starts to look like the original service definition. at that point, I snap back to the original frame. not every stack gets unwound; sometimes they just merge together.

    • either that or I walk away. infinite regress is real and it is not my project. I'm familiar with it, I'm on good terms with it, and this is me making a home in the middle of it. too much investigative recursion thins out home.

this pattern started out by figuring that any service we offer in good faith is just gonna be used mysteriously 10% of the time, in ways that either look like abuse (or creativity indistinguishable from abuse?), or ... or who knows

accepting a kind of recursive strangeness-ratio lets things sort of right-size themselves in my relative experience

I get 90% stability, 9% instability, and 1% wtf, where the 1% has its own 90/9/1 breakdown

having inhabited this expectation, at this point, I've started seeing multiply-nested wtfs as launchpads where the spring tension is preloaded, waiting for me to connect the dots and leap

my theory is that the 90/9/1 thing is just how it feels to the one inhabiting the surface, and it may have nothing to do with any other observer's tallied figures for what they see going on. (9+1)% of the time, I adjust my posture, and usually the adjustment means I won't have to make the same adjustment again. occasionally (but manageably!) things get interesting. good. sustainable inhabitation. ✔️

also, this way, 90% of the time my attention can wander and contribute to powering other people's services/surfaces

feels like a good way to wire a world for reliably responsive consciousness

'scuse me gonna go dick around on my phone for a while, it's structural